Tuesday, February 2, 2010

march 20,2005

in like a lion
crazy.yesterday was so beautiful.it figures.i had absolutely no time to enjoy it-suck it all in. high stress.battle weary.arrows in the heart.blood in the nostrils.anxiety-and trying to just get through...again and again...and when does the monotony of it all end...the peace that passes.....right through and back again.and it aches to know that i don't make your knees weak.it chokes the life right out of hee haws guffaws and all of the cup half spilling over and onto me...my skirt(dry clean only)my wobbily resolution.who i am-what i will be...its all too much.thirty and rising to the occasion of trying to get you to see me-to make you spout truth-ugly or otherwise(just the facts,maam)...and you sit .pursed beautiful brad pitt lips,and you try not to look at all bothered and i am and we are and i ache and it's damp and cold and raining once,again.

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