Tuesday, February 2, 2010

march 23,2005 (again)

there she goes,
again(rolled eyes)


i'm good
cold shoulders
cold sushi
numb and nimble
and trying flailing to spark
your interest
empathy
heartfelt feelings...
and you don't
blind eye
choosing not to bandage
perhaps not to pander
to former child actor tirades
to licking my wounds
to starving(literally)for you
to notice...
withholding compliments
candy and rewards for good
little girls who deserve pretty
things isn't she
cute 2nd grade hair do
sessions and i already felt
too amazon
too overgrown and oafy
to merit your praise(if there ever was any)
i go to bed curled up like a cat
and try not to guess
why it is that you can
just sleep.

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